The author reflects on life’s unexpected pauses, revealing that true introspection isn’t found in isolation but in navigating daily chaos. Embracing these moments, especially during grief and injury, can lead to personal growth and a deeper understanding of oneself and life’s journey.
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Chasing Rainbows – Badwater 135 – 2024
Death Valley I get asked often, why go to Death Valley in July, let alone run there? Some places leave indelible marks on our soul. Death Valley is one of those places for me. When I first experienced the 135 miles spanning Badwater Basin to Whitney Portal Road in 2015, the sheer expanse of the landscape captivated me. The steep…
The Roller Coaster of Grief & Beyond
June 20, 2023, started off like most mornings since my dad had entered hospice two weeks prior. I worked beside him all day, glancing from my computer screen every few moments to ensure his chest was rising and falling under his flimsy white and blue hospital gown. I had decided to sleep over at the hospital that night – an…
Running Through Loss
Before my dad’s decline, I was planning to run the Keys 100 for my tenth time and training for my sixth go at Badwater 135 this July. Excitement, optimism, and commitment fueled my runs. Then, my dad fell and was taken away in an ambulance, and I rushed from the Keys 100 pre-race gathering with my crew, and drove four…
Long Haul 100 – “You Can Afford to Lose a Day or Two” – Billy Joel
Slow down you crazy childTake the phone off the hook and disappear for a whileIt’s alright, you can afford to lose a day or two…When will you realize… Vienna waits for you?- Billy Joel What I love about crazy-long races is that they enable me to fall apart again and again, in a contained period of time, and find ways…
When you lose your way -Ancient Oaks 100 Miler 2020
To say that 2020 has been difficult is putting it gently. This year has forced us to adapt and reinvent on a continuous basis, go deep within, find our reasons for being, strive for clarify as to what matters to us, push forward, and stay positive. Not too dissimilar from the sentiments ultrarunners confront when running 100 miles. So, in…
RESET: Long Haul 100
After getting injured during running Daytona 100 in December 2019, I was clear: I needed to heal up and recover well, as I had big plans for 2020, and at this point in my life, feeling good and enjoying running is critical to me. I immersed myself in cross training, cut way back on the running, and was studious with…
Roadmap for the Year Ahead
In my pursuit to foster a growth mindset, embrace the new and different, and live my best life – whether I’m at work, writing, or toeing the start line of a race – here’s some practices that I’ve implemented to fuel my journey. Beginner’s mindset: Every time I begin to write an article or story, show up at work, roll…
Most Memorable Books of 2019
2019 was the year of quirky, raw, haunting, and lyrical novels for me. Of the fiction list noted below, Family of Origin by CJ Hauser was the most notable novel of the year for me – the writing was fresh and gorgeous, and the main characters, with all of their flaws, were spirited and empathetic. A close second was Rushdie’s…
Risk and Reward: Tahoe 200
Pre-Race 24-hours before the start of Tahoe 200, a 205.5-mile endurance run that circumnavigates the magnificent and dazzlingly blue Lake Tahoe, by way of the Tahoe Rim Trail (TRT), with occasional detours through aspen meadows, rock gardens, canopied forests, and ridge lines, I was petrified. It wasn’t the course and its substantial climbs and descents that frightened me by that…